'One foot in the sea, and one on shore
My heart was never pure
You know me, you know me...
But man is a giddy thing, Oh man is a giddy thing...
Love, it will not betray you
Dismay or enslave you, it will set you free
Be more like the man you were made to be...'
You can never really win. It is never enough and no matter how much you try to run away and move on, there will always be reminders. It's never ending. As soon as you forget, it turns up and expects it to be all ok again and expects to rebuild it all but I'm not sure quite how. Being angry is easy, but forgiveness is something that takes time and reassurance. It's all delicate. But then why should we let humiliation and devastation get the better of us...why not try and replace all the uncertainty with a little certainty for once.
.X.
